difficult thing to establish

don't feel like going home just yet and i don't know why. parang bigat ng pakiramdam ko na wag muna umalis sa pwesto ko. times like these, i just follow my mood since i end up being right (ie, may traffic sa edsa, may nangyaring di maganda kaya di talaga ko makakauwi, etc). di ko alam ba't ayaw ko pang umuwi samantalang wala na ngang tao rito. is this good? guess it means i've established a sense of comfort for this space. guess this is good considering that comfort and security are some things difficult to establish. well, not really difficult, but among the things that would take time to establish.