shifting gear and changing lanes

it was not suppose to be my original plan. but i was thinking about it. wondering on its consequences. and then eventually, some instances push me to going on ahead with it. i know we have choices. i understand we are responsible for the decisions we create. and the aftermath is, of course, ours to keep. however there are just some situations that i cannot contain. i have to get out. sadly, i think this is my way of getting out. it's not effective. it's temporary. but i hope it's an effing start.

(pic from daren's cam-batulao)