these thoughts im sometimes stuck with

back to dating.

i don't know what to write about it except that im as dumb as a mule when it comes to it. the only way i used to react to it was to behave as if im in some activity where we'd have to get to know the other person. thing is, i get to know people when im in some activity with them. i'd define an activity as something more than dining out or watching a movie. however, i'd consider being in deep conversation an activity as well.

i dunno. mike and i already dated twice but i still have the feeling that i still don't know him just yet..

ray and i dated two weeks ago after more than 6 months of chatting on and off via YM. thing is i know him, but don't really know him.

makes me think. well, maybe i really don't know most people im usually with.

i dunno.