missing the green light

i don't feel good. i don't know why. it feels as though something's wrong. as if people are moving in slow motion and a bomb's about to go off.
it's a subtle state of confusion where you feel the head is slightly spinning and grasping for direction can be challenging. when thoughts are meaningless and everything's pointing nowhere.
these times the only thing that makes sense doing is to stop and to feel.
when it's passed, then going back and capturing a bigger view of the whole picture becomes more feasible.