lagot

i just came back from the hospital last friday. went through surgery. not sure if i want to talk about it. i just know that the total cost for the damned thing ripped me off some 5 day live-aboard trip to tubattaha. a good trip for two! there!! lech. di na ko sama sa tubattaha trip next year. :( inis..

heck, anyways, health comes first. so, now i'm coughing every now and then. just wish matibay tong sinulid na pinantahi sa kin. feel like i'm putting too much pressure on it when i cough.

i dunno. something else bothering me right now. y'know how when you're not doing anything and you end up focusing on something? idle ka tapos naging obsessive ka kaiisip sa isang bagay? yung parang akala mo may na-realize ka? la lang. yun lang iniisip ko till yesterday.

in-lab kaya ko?
whahahahahahaha!! lagot ako kasi yung taong iniisip ko e walang gusto sa kin. whahhahahha!! ampft!! suicide na namaaaaan...suicide na namaaaan..